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The nights are quieter now. The only noise to disturb the dark air is the hoot of the owl or the blood-chilling cry of the vixen. Annie and Dora still sleep, and their grave is tended and watched over. The house reverted to Emily after Liam’s freak accident, and with the help of Cora, Marie, and an assortment of nursing staff; it is now a retirement home. Its occupants the inmates of Hillcrest enjoy a freedom denied to them for so long. Between them they have restored the gardens. Marble statues appeared, haphazardly dotting the ground, when the trailing vines were stripped back. Everything was cleaned and polished, giving a sense of renewal. The old take pleasure in Laura and Shelly’s childish chatter and they in turn, love their newly acquired grandparents. They sit together at night and swap news, the two young girls just beginning their life, the others contemplating the end, but safe and content at last.
Still, there are times, when the dark closes in and the house lays quiet, when Cora stands at her window and watches. She looks across the gardens at the statues glowing white in the moonlight and standing like silent sentinels over the grave and wonders how long the peace will last. The red band on her wrist, burnt there by Annie’s hand, shows stark against the whiteness of her skin, and is a constant reminder of the eternal battle she witnessed. She traces her finger along the mark and her mind strays back to the day of Liam’s funeral. Many dismissed her lack of emotion for shock and her sob one of anguish, on seeing Liam’s latest pillow friend. They tut-tutted and whispered about bad taste, but Cora cared nothing about social niceties. What caused her to cry out was the unmistakable bulge in the front of the woman’s coat?
Cora groaned, the pressure on her right arm was unbearable. Even in her drug-induced, semi-conscious state, she managed to reach out with her free hand to brush away what was hurting her. There was vague mumbling from above and her hand was clasped in a cool, but firm embrace.
“Cora, wake up now.”
The overhead lights were blinding, so she covered her face. Her mind felt hazy, her thoughts muddled, but she managed to focus in time to see the white figure beside her bed fold the blood pressure cuff.
“Welcome back,” the nurse smiled. “And how are you feeling?”
“I fell,” she tried to make sense of what happened.
“Indeed, you did. It was a miracle you didn’t break something in a fall like that.”
“I didn’t?” She held up her hands to inspect them.
They were covered in yellow and blue bruises.
“I’m afraid you have many more like that, but never mind, it could be worse.”
Now her mind was finally clear of drugs, Cora’s hand went instinctively to her stomach, and she knew her baby was gone. She turned towards the nurse and with eyes filled with fear, asked. “My baby?”
“I’m sorry, my dear. There was nothing the doctors could do.”
“No, please,” she started to sob.
“The pregnancy wasn’t advanced enough. His little lungs were unable to cope.”
“A boy?”
“Yes, you can see him later, when you’re feeling better.”
But Cora knew she would never feel any better and turning on her side, she howled for the loss of her child.
“I’ll ask the doctor for something to relax you,” the nurse patted the bedcovers.
“No,” Cora called after her. “I don’t want anything. Let me be.”
The nurse turned away, shaking her head. Cora wanted to scream, leave me alone. I want to grieve for my loss. Instead, she huddled down under the blankets and her sobbing made the bed shake. After a while she fell into an uneasy sleep. She was back at the house, standing at the top of the stairs with her arms full of dirty bed linen. Then, she was falling, tumbling over and over, the child in her womb spinning faster within her until finally, she was lying at the bottom of the stairs and the warmth between her legs pumped in time to the fading heartbeat inside.
A touch on her arm made her scream, and she struggled to sit up. Marie caught her and held her as the sobbing began again.
“It’s going to be all right, my dear. I know this means nothing to you now, but time is a great healer.”
“I lost the baby.”
“I know, the nurse told me. I said I was your mother. A small lie in a good cause,” she stroked Cora’s back.
Cora sat up and brushed the tear-soaked hair from her face.
“It was a little boy,” she sniffed. “They said I can see him, but I’m afraid. Can you believe that? I’m afraid of my own baby.”
“We all fear death. There is nothing to be ashamed of.”
“Would you come with me, to see him, I mean?”
“Yes, of course I will. I’ll go and ask the nurse.”
Marie left the room and returned in minutes.
“You will need to be taken down in a wheelchair. As soon as they have a porter free, they will send him in.”
During the time they waited, Marie told her how she had taken the children home with her. About Emily and finally, because she knew Cora needed to know, the house’s secret.
For a moment, Cora forgot her own grief.
“Then this Annie, this young girl, has been there for hundreds of years?”
“Yes, poor thing. Trapped in time and bound by a terrible curse to Liam’s family.”
“Is there nothing can be done to free her?”
“Nothing, Emily fears she’s become so desperate in her search of eternal rest she will try to kill Liam.”
“I hope she does.” Cora was trembling with rage. “I hope she tears out his rotten heart.”
“Yes, “Marie sighed. “But if she does, she’s damned. She will belong to the darkness forever.”
“Oh, the poor child,” Marie was unsure if her cries were for Annie or her dead baby.
The sudden whistling from the hallway made them look up and a wheelchair trundled in the door, pushed by a rosy-cheeked porter.
“Your chariot has arrived, my lady,” he joked, as he helped Cora into the seat.
His cheery manner soon abated when the nurse came in and he learned of their destination. It was a solemn, silent little procession that left the room. No one spoke, as they waited for the lift, or even when they descended deep into the bowels of the hospital and along the echoing corridor to the morgue and the chapel of rest. There was more whispering as the porter and the assistant conferred, finally…
“Mrs. O Brien. I’m Joe Hayes. I’ll take you in to see your baby.”
“Thank you,” Cora held out a trembling hand to Marie.
“You’ll be fine, love,” Joe assured her.
She glanced towards the chapel doors and the stained-glass cross fixed in each of them. Somewhere behind those doors lay the body of her child, pale and cold and dead. She wanted to scream, but instead she held tighter to Marie’s hand. The wheelchair jolted as Joe kicked off the brake, and she closed her eyes. She was aware of the doors opening and cringed, expecting a rush of cold air. But there was nothing like that. The room felt warm; there was no harsh smell of disinfectant nothing, but silence.
Marie let go of her and Cora heard her walk forward. Still, she did not open her eyes.
“Ah, God bless him.”
Marie was leaning over a frilled baby basket when Cora peeped through her fingers. There was no coffin, no candles, none of the scary stuff.
“What’s he like?” Cora started to cry.
“A perfect little baby; a little transparent, but that’s to be expected. Come, let me help you.”
With Marie holding her, she moved towards the basket. A sob caught in her throat when she saw her baby. He was as Marie said, perfect. His skin so thin she could trace each vein beneath it. His fingers were curled into tight fists and his mouth pouted into a perfect cupid’s bow.
“Poor little thing,” Cora’s tears flowed as she stroked his tiny hands. “You never stood a chance did you, son?”
Marie bought a hankie to her eyes. Cora was right; he never stood a chance. Hatred for Liam O Brien and for all men like him welled up, so she had to walk from the room as tears threatened.
She had managed to compose herself when Cora was wheeled out. No longer crying, she seemed more at peace, and the hand that grasped Marie’s no longer trembled. The porter soon had Cora back in bed and left with a mumbled “sorry for your trouble.”
Marie was anxious to be back with Emily and the children. So, kissing Cora and promising to be back next morning, she left the room almost colliding with a doctor who was entering.
Outside the wind whipped up, and Marie shivered drawing her coat closer. The forecast said a clear night with a touch of frost. Now, as she looked up at the moon and the dark clouds racing across it, she wondered where the weathermen got their predictions.
Cora studied the doctor standing at the end of her bed.
“Let’s have a look at you,” he indicated at her to pull up her robe and pressed on her stomach.
“It’s amazing you didn’t break anything. I have seen people die from shorter falls than you had. Did you ever think of doing stunt work?”
She did not answer and his face grew serious.
“I’m sorry about your loss. There was nothing anyone could do.”
“Yes, I know. Thank you,” she answered automatically.
“Can you remember what you tripped over?”
“The sheets, I think. I was changing a bed.”
“Yes, that may well be, but it doesn’t explain this,” he rolled back the bedclothes and traced his fingers along a thin red mark on her ankle. “Do you remember how you got this?”
“No, I’m afraid I don’t.”
“Mmm, it’s strange. Your leg must have encounter something sharp. It is worth looking into, but not tonight. You need your rest.”
“Yes,” Cora was unable to tear her eyes away from the thin, blood red line around her ankle.
“There seems to be a storm brewing.”
“Sorry?”
“I said there seems to be a storm brewing. It’s the wrong time of the year for this sort of weather.”
“Oh, yes,” Cora’s attention went back to her leg, so she did not hear him leave.
The effects of the day begun to take effect, and she sank back against the pillows exhausted. There were no more tears left, instead she felt numb. Eventually she fell asleep and her dreams were filled with nightmare images. The one thing she remembered clearly as she awoke was lying at the bottom of the stairs and looking up at the terrified face of a young woman, and the thin piece of wire tied across the top step. Sweat coated her face as the realisation hit. Liam killed her son and had she died in the process; it would not have mattered. Her eyes flew to the clock in the corridor outside. She had only been asleep for half an hour. Easing her way out of bed, she stumbled towards the wardrobe. Her flesh was so battered it felt as though it tore with each movement. The clothes she had been wearing when admitted were folded neatly on a shelf. Though the skirt was blood stained, it was wearable and there were a few crumpled euro notes in the pocket to pay for a taxi. The corridor was quiet; there was no one to stop her flight. The night seemed darker than usual, despite the full moon, and the wind whipped her hair around her face as she stepped outside. She was leaving her baby behind in a hospital full of strangers and heading home to Liam to carry out the teachings of her religion, an eye for an eye.
“It’s getting very dark,” Laura pressed her nose against the window and looked out into the deepening gloom. She had grown tired of waiting for Marie to return and turning to Emily asked. “What’s taking her so long?”
“Perhaps the traffic is bad. It has turned out to be such a windy night. The power lines could be down. Who knows what damage this storm is causing?”
“Yes, but it’s not a real storm,” Laura traced her finger down the pane following the path of a raindrop.
“Why, of course it’s a real storm,” Emily replied. “You can hear it, can’t you and see it?”
“Yes,” Laura shrugged, slipping down from the window seat, and joining Emily and Shelly by the fire. “I mean it’s not caused by the weather.”
“That’s silly,” Shelly stopped writing in her copybook and looked up. “It has to be cause by the weather. You’re weird.”
“I am not,” Laura grabbed at the copybook and a tug of war ensued.
“Stop that at once,” Emily shook her hankie at them with all the power of a demented butterfly.
Laura let go, causing Shelly to fall back against the fireplace and bang her head.
“Now look what you’ve done,” Emily eased her way up from her seat.
“I don’t care. I’m sick of her calling me names.”
“That’s no reason to hurt her,” Emily rubbed at the small lump already beginning to form at the back of the child’s head.
“I didn’t mean her to fall back, did I?” Laura glared at her sister.
“Yes, you did,” Shelly sniffled. “I hate you. You’re a pig.”
“Well. If I am a pig, you must be too.”
“Well, you’re an even bigger pig.”
“Girls give over that nonsense at once. You do not know how lucky you are to have one another. If I had a sister, I might not have ended up in that dreadful place.”
This stopped them, as each had a picture of Hillcrest seared into their memory.
“I’m sorry,” Laura offered. “It’s just people at school are always calling me names. They say I am weird because I see things they can’t. They call me witch and other things.”
“I always stick up for you,” Shelly said.
“Yeah, I know, sorry.”
“It’s OK,” Shelly retrieved the fallen copybook.
For a while peace was restored. Shelly went back to her homework, Laura leafed through a magazine and Emily stared into the flames remembering better times. She had to agree with the child. Marie was taking her time. There was a shuffling beside her, and Emily looked across at Laura who was holding the palms of her hands over her ears.
“Have you an earache?”
She shook her head.
“Why are you doing that?”
“Voices.”
“What do you mean?”
“Voices, in my head.”
“She always hears voices,” Shelly threw her eyes skyward.
“What are they saying?” Emily was intrigued.
“Crying, Annie’s crying and a man, I think it’s my Dad saying help me.”
Emily looked towards the dark window. “She’s out there?”
“Yes, I tried to tell you that. She’s in the storm.”
“We have to save her. We have to get to the house.”
“Shelly, get your pencil case,” Laura ordered, and taking her own from her satchel, she emptied the contents onto the coffee table.
Between them they had over sixteen euros in lunch money.
“This should be enough for a taxi,” Shelly said.
. Marie’s address book was beside the phone, so they found the number of a taxi firm. Laura, taking charge, helped Emily and Shelly into their coats and stuffed the notes and coins into her pocket.
“We better leave Marie a note,” Emily said.
Laura tore a piece from the back of Shelly’s copybook and scribbled a short message. Outside a horn tooted and she ushered the others out.
“You see?” She whispered to Emily, as she helped her down the steps in front of the building. “The sky is crying.”
Marie arrived back at the flat just as the taxi drew away from the curb. She ran inside pulling of her headscarf and unbuttoning her coat. She knew something was wrong. It was too quiet.
“Emily, children,” she called, her voice echoing back in the stillness. Their coats were gone from the hallstand, but everything else was still there. Her eyes were drawn to the copybook on the table and the note lying on top of it. Picking it up, her eyes grew wide in terror at the six words printed in childish scrawl. Annie’s back, gone to save her.
For the first time Cora did not think of the presence of the workmen as an intrusion. It felt safe having so many men about the place once the children were dropped of at school. They were over their fright. Shelly seemed to have forgotten it altogether. Laura was quiet, but this was not unusual, and she had leaned over from the back seat of the car and whispered. “Don’t worry, Mam. Nothing in the house will hurt you. I promise.”
“I know, darling,” Cora tried to smile, and she shook her head in wonder, as she watched her daughter’s retreating figure. Laura was at times, so much wiser than she was.
Work began on the kitchen. The huge dresser was wrenched from its place in the wall. It took six men to shift it, and she listened to their muffled shouts and curses, as the thing refused to come free. There were loud thuds and splintering of wood, as they broke the shelves apart. She liked the dresser and the blue china on its shelves, but Liam declared it too old fashioned for the ultra modern monstrosity he envisioned in its place. Still, she managed to salvage the china, and it was stored away in the attic and safe from Liam. She was busy ironing when she heard her name being called. John, the foreman, came into the room.
“Missus, you have to come and see what we found.”
Cora followed him back into the kitchen to find the rest of his men struggling to open a door hidden by the dresser.
“It must be a cellar of some kind,” John said.
The door gave way, the lock snapping with the force of the crowbar they used. Dust from centuries past, flew around the kitchen. The men waved their arms around, cursing and running to open windows. Only Cora remained unmoved, staring into the dark tunnel beyond the door. John, spluttering and fanning his face, shone a torch into the gloom.
“Aye, an old wine cellar or storeroom. There’s a stair leading down, but we’ll let the dust settle before we go down.”
Cora nodded and turned to go back to her ironing.
It was easy to tell when lunch time approached. The trucks started up again and roared away, packed to capacity with men eager for a pint. They would be gone for two hours. Liam stressed they were never to take more than an hour, but they were a law unto themselves, and she knew any protest on her part could lead to a downing of tools. Anyway, she smiled, what harm did it do? She liked these men with their simple lives and the way they came back bright eyed and laughing from the pub. Their language reduced her to tears of laughter on many occasions, and they knew she was not a snitch and unlikely to tell on them. Her husband, that bastard, as the men referred to him, was another thing altogether. A beggar on horseback, they sneered behind his back, and there was no mistaking the dark looks they gave him.
She smiled, as she sorted the clothes in the airing cupboard. The telephone rang and she ran down the stairs to answer. The number of Liam’s office showed on the answering system, and she drew her hand back in alarm. Finally, it rang off, and she heard the whirr as it recorded his message. The red light blinked, and she reached out and hit the play button, drawing her hand quickly back as though it would bite.
“I hope you’ve thought long and hard about out conversation of last night. When you are ready to do as you are told ring the office; they’ll arrange flights and accommodation for you.”
That was all he said, one chilling command to kill her child.
“Bastard,” Cora muttered, unaware someone else heard every word.
She went into the kitchen to make a hot drink, to thaw the ice that formed inside her. It was then she remembered the cellar door. John left his torch on one of the worktops. The beam was powerful, when she flicked the switch; it lit the wooden staircase to the bottom. She placed her foot on the first step and pressed down hard. It seemed solid, so she tried the next step. There was a crude banister on one side, so she held onto this. Soon she was at the bottom of the steps, and she swung the light around the room. There were candles set in holders around the walls and she ran back upstairs to fetch a lighter. On her return, she placed the torch on a table and lit each one. The room glowed to life, and she saw she was in an old cottage. The door and windows were bricked up, but there was no mistaking what it was. A large open fire took up most of one wall and it was set for lighting. The kindling turned to dust when she touched it. She walked around the room, stopping now and then to admire the carving on the handles of the chairs. A small dresser held bowls and cups, and she opened the doors on the press beneath it and gasped at the assortment of jars and bottles. Each one was carefully labelled with the name of the herbs inside, although the contents were reduced to powder or slime in their long wait.
There was another door in the wall, and she walked towards it. The handle groaned, but it opened easily enough. The odour of neglect was overpowering, and there was something else. Cora sniffed the air. Flowers, it smelt as though flowers were blooming somewhere in the room. There were more candles on a small cabinet, and she lit these. It was a bedroom. The bed made as though waiting for its owners return. Two dresses lay spread across the patchwork quilt, and she picked each one up and studied it. The first was made for a small child, the second for an older one or a young woman. Beside each one was a pair of beautifully embroidered slippers, yellow now from age, but nonetheless beautiful. What was this strange place, she wondered? It was like some enchanted cottage, suspended in time. She was not aware of the figure standing beside her, wringing its hands.
Annie had no intention of frightening the sad woman who roamed around her old home. It was the sight of Dora’s dress and the slippers. She knew Rose made them, and it rendered her heart allowing a sob to escape.
Cora spun around, her hand to her breast, eyes wide in terror. Annie drew back towards the stairs.
“Oh, God,” Cora asked. “What is it?”
“I am sorry.”
She tried to see where the voice was coming from. The candles made the room as bright as day, but there was nothing visible. Yet the words made something within her stir, and she managed to ask.
“Who are you? What are you?”
Annie stood at the end of the stair, wiping away her tears with her long hair.
“I am lost,” she cried, before drifting up the stairs and out of the house.
Cora tried not to scream, as the voice faded away. She managed to stumble up the stairs and stagger to the kitchen table. Realising she still held one of the slippers, she shuddered and threw it away. Her stomach lurched, more from terror than nausea, as icy fingers ran down her back. The door to the hall was open, but she was too afraid to walk through it. The workmen would be back soon. Once she heard their chatter the terror would abate.
The house groaned and sighed all around her. The rushing of water through the overhead pipes became a torrent. She heard the floorboards expanding and settling. Small scratching of mice behind the walls, made her sob out loud, as she imagined nameless things lurking there trying to pick their way through.
The thundering of the trucks on the gravel outside did not bring with them the respite she hoped for. The loud voices of the workmen set her fragile nerves even more on edge, and she clawed at the table for support as she waited for them to appear.
“What the fuck happened to that?”
She held her breath and listened to the grumbling from the hall.
“Missus,” The foreman came through the door, mouth agape and pointing behind him, but he stopped when he saw her.
“Are you alright, Missus?”
“I’m not well,” she managed to say.
“Let me help you.”
She felt his arm go around her waist as he lifted her to her feet, but she slumped and almost fainted, so he was forced to pick her up.
“Run on ahead and open the bedroom door,” he called to one of the workers.
Cora felt the cool air from the hall door as he swept past it. The other men stood watching as he carried her up the stairs. She thought their looks of dismay were for her condition, until she noticed the wall. The expensive paper Liam had chosen was reefed. Four lines, like nails marks, but scorched on either side, ran the length of the hallway. She fainted then, and was unaware of anything, until a glass was held to her lips and she gagged on the brandy.
She was lying on her bed and covered by the quilt. John, the foreman, was trying to get her to drink, but she pushed his hand away.
“I’m pregnant.”
“Come on now,” he pushed the glass towards her. “Something gave you a bad fright. A small drop won’t hurt the baby.”
“No, really. I’m all right.”
He put the glass on the bedside table.
“Would you like me to ring your husband?”
“No, really, I just felt faint. I’ll be fine in a moment.”
He nodded and looked around the room, in no hurry to leave. Finally, he asked.
“You saw the cottage?”
“Yes.”
“What do you make of it?”
“I don’t know. Have you ever seen anything like it before?”
“No, but I heard stories.”
“What kind of stories?”
“Ah, it’s mostly old drunken ramblings.”
“You mean, in the pub?”
“Yes, there’s not one who doesn’t have some kind of tale to tell about this place.”
“Tell me,” she begged, and motioned for him to sit on the bed.
“I’m not sure your husband would welcome me telling you of such things; not in your condition.”
“Please, I have to know.”
“Well,” he sighed, running a hand through his greying hair. “It’s like this. They say the old woman who lived here was guarding something. That she was, what was it they called her?” He rubbed his forehead, trying to remember. “A sentinel, that’s it, and now she’s gone there’s no one to keep it in check; whatever it is.”
“Whatever scraped the wall,” she whispered. “And whatever it was I heard it crying.”
“I can vouch for the wall,” he got up. “And I hope to God I see nothing else while I’m here.”
Cora pulled the quilt closer as she thought of the tombstone, the two dresses and the ages of the girls. She did not realise he had stopped and was watching her from the open door.
“They say she should never have been made to leave this place; that your husband sent away so he could get his hands on the house.”
“Then she’s still alive.”
“Aye, so they say, and if I were you, I’d find her.”
Marie Walters’ sighed as she picked up the phone. It rang relentlessly all morning and she felt a dull ache at the back of her neck; a sure sign one of her headaches was starting up.
“O Brien and Costello,” she spoke automatically into the receiver and was startled by the urgent voice on the other end of the line.
“Marie, its Cora O Brien. Do not say anything. If my husband is in the office just hang up and ring me later.”
Marie looked towards the open door of Liam’s office.
“Yes, I understand. Thank you for calling,” she said, replacing the receiver and making pretence of writing in the appointments book.
She tried to get back to work, but her mind kept straying to the urgency in Cora’s voice, and she wondered what she could possibly want from her. They were not on friendly terms, far from it. The only time she had met Cora was at one of Gerald’s parties. A sweet, shy woman, who seemed best left to herself. Still, living with Liam was bound to have a bad effect on anyone. She fluffed at her newly coloured, short hair and smiled. For the first time in years she had a date. The dapper gentleman from the pub sought her out. At first, she was outraged by his boldness, but she soon realised he meant no disrespect, and she had eventually agreed to walk out with him. He was, after all, a man with the same old-fashioned values as she was brought up to believe in. They would get along quite nicely.
“When you’re finished preening.”
She looked up at her employer and tried to keep her voice from shaking.
“Sorry, I didn’t hear you.”
“That’s obvious,” he glared at her with contempt. “Is your hearing going along with everything else?”
“What can I do for you?” She asked, refusing to let him upset her.
“I’m going out. You should be able to manage without me.”
“Of course.”
Once he was gone, Marie turned to Rachael.
“You said something about needing to do some shopping?”
“Yes, I could do with an hour to get some things I need.”
“Then go now, while he’s away.”
Are you sure?” Rachael asked, already reaching for her bag and coat.
“He’ll be gone for hours,” Marie assured her.
“But what if I should run into him?”
“Tell him I sent you out for some stationery.”
“Thanks, you’re a doll.”
Once Rachael left, Marie picked up the receiver and dialled.
Cora, who was waiting in the study, answered it at once.
“Oh, Marie, thank you for calling back. I’m sorry for sounding so hush hush about this, but I need your help.”
“If there’s anything I can do to help I will,” Marie assured her.
“You’re very kind and I really do…” Cora’s voice became choked with tears, and it took her a moment to steady herself. “I’m sorry; it’s been a trying day.”
“Take your time, dear,” Marie said, feeling sorry for the young woman, who was obviously in distress.
“You know we moved into an old manor house?”
“Yes, dear.”
“Well, I was wondering if you could tell me who lived here before us?”
There was silence at the other end of the line.
“Marie, are you still there?”
“Yes, dear, just give me a moment,” Marie answered. Her hand was trembling so much she found it hard to hold the receiver. She remembered the last owner all right. The little old lady Liam had committed to a home, after taking over as her solicitor and making her sign power of attorney to him.
“Marie?” the hesitant question made her take control.
“I’m sorry, my dear. I was trying to recall who had lived in your house. It was an old lady. A Miss. James I think her name was.”
“Do you know what happened to her?”
“She was put in a home.”
“Put in a home, was she insane or something?”
“No, dear, just old.”
“So, who put her there, a relative?”
“No, not a relative.”
“Then who?”
“I’m afraid I can’t answer that.”
There was silence on both ends of the phone for a moment.
“Marie listen,” Cora pleaded. “Strange things are happening here, and I’m frightened.”
“I’m sure if you ask in the village someone will know the house’s history.”
“No,” Cora almost screamed. “I need to speak to the last owner.”
“I’m sorry, my dear, but I can’t help you,” Marie went to replace the receiver, when the sobbing stopped her. She listened, not knowing what to say.
“I’m pregnant and he wants me to kill my baby.”
“Oh, no,” Marie gasped.
“Sometimes I feel as though I’m going mad, and now this thing with the house,” Cora’s voiced trailed off into muted sobs.
Marie thought about Gerald and his fatherless children. Liam O Brien cared nothing for them and even less for his own.
“He keeps papers in the safe in his office,” she said. “I have the key. I’ll try and make copies for you, but you’ll have to meet me.”
“Yes, anything.”
“He’s out now and I’m alone, but it’s too risky, as I’m not sure when he will be back. Give me a few hours and I’ll call you back.”
“Thank you, Marie. You don’t know how much this means to me.”
Or what it means to me, Marie thought after she hung up. She had seen the many countless acts of cruelty and corruption instigated by her boss. Now it was time to turn the tables on him. There was the risk of losing her job and in the past, it would have terrified her, but not now. She thought of her date that evening and knew her life was changing for the better.
“I’m back,” Rachael breezed in, loaded down with shopping bags. “Did I miss anything?”
“No, nothing,” Marie said, and watched as the girl hid the bags beneath her desk.
She waited, as Rachael recounted her purchases and nodded and smiled, in what she hoped was the right places, as she heard none of the girl’s words. Her mind was too caught up in what she was about to do.
“Rachael,” she finally asked. “Will you do something for me?”
“Sure,” the girl shrugged, expecting to be asked to make tea.
“I have to get something from the safe in O Brien’s office and I will need to make copies.”
“Yeah, okay.”
“The thing is. I need you to act as lookout.”
“Sounds serious,” she stuffed a piece of gum in her mouth and waited for an answer.
“It is. It is something I am doing for a friend. Call it righting a wrong.”
“Okay, what do you want me to do?”
“Watch the street. If you see him coming call me.”
Rachael swung round in her chair and propelled herself towards the window. The sound of the chair’s castors on the bare floor sounded like a scream in the quiet of the office, and Marie felt the familiar throb in the back of her neck. Rachael eased the window open and leaned out to get a better look.
“Go on,” she waved at Marie.
The interior of his office seemed darker than usual, and the smell of his cologne hung in the air. Marie eased open the top drawer of his desk and located the bundle of keys inside. She flipped through each one on the ring until she found the one, she needed. The safe was behind an old panel in the wall and she pulled this open. Her hands shook, as she turned the key and the thunk of the lock opening made her jump. There were bundles of letters and documents inside, and she laid these on his desk and started to rifle through them. She was sweating and she wiped her hands on her skirt, afraid she would leave tell-tale finger marks.
“He’s driving up the street,” Rachael called, just as the envelope Marie needed came into view.
She gathered the rest of the papers together and replaced them carefully in the safe and was sitting at her desk writing, when he came into the office. He ignored them and slammed his door shut behind him.
“That was close,” Rachael whispered.
Marie nodded, too winded to speak. It was not until Rachael and Liam left for the day that she picked up the phone and dialled.
“I have the papers you need. Do you know where I live?”
“No,” Cora said.
“Very well,” Marie listed off her address. “I can’t meet you until tomorrow night. I have an engagement tonight.”
That is a pity, but I’ll have to wait.”
“I’m afraid so, my dear.”
Cora stayed looking at the receiver long after Marie had hung up. She could hear the children squabbling upstairs and they would soon be demanding their dinner. Liam would not be home; she was sure of this. If she had money they could go to a hotel, but Liam kept her short and paid for most things. She could not risk asking anyone for help, as he would use this to his advantage in proving her mentally unsound. So, she would be forced to spend another night alone with the children, and praying for her sanity.
The piece of ceramic was stuck to Cora’s fingers, so she had to wipe away her tears with the back of her hand. It was useless, shattered beyond repair. She gathered the pieces into her cupped hand and dropped them into the kitchen bin. The blue of the Virgin’s veil was still visible, even in the dark recess of the black, plastic liner. The glue made webs of her fingers, and she walked to the sink. The warm water and liquid soap did little to remove it, and she knew it would take days before she managed to pick it free. Even the cloth she used to wipe the table down stuck to her fingers.
“Stupid thing,” she pulled it free, but it left pieces of cotton behind.
She sat at the table and slowly lifted the material from her skin. The tears splashing on her hand surprised her. She had not realised she was crying again. But then, she was always crying. It was a sort of sick hobby and gave her something to do during the long nights when her children lay asleep, and her husband lay, God knows where.
It took little to put him in bad humour, and since they moved into the new house, his temper was worse. She knew the renovations were costing him a fortune, but she played no part in his decisions. He chose the house and uprooted them from everyone they knew. Now they would be made to pay if anything went wrong. It was so unfair. She tried to be a good wife, a good mother, but nothing she did ever pleased him. Her stomach rumbled and she brought her hand down to soothe it. She had not eaten since breakfast and she gone without dinner the night before, as she hated to eat in front of him. It only gave him an excuse to mock her.
“Still going to your fat class?” He would say, scorning her attempts at slimming.
Her eyes strayed to the bin in the corner. Tonight, she really upset him. The holy water font was a farewell present from her neighbours, who all knew of her commitment to her faith and she hung it inside the front door. The sight of it sent Liam into a rage, and she had to block her ears and thank God the children were asleep. He cursed her for her bad taste, as he hurled the font onto the marble floor, and she groaned aloud, as the images of mother and child exploded at her feet. Not done with cursing her, he cursed her religion, the day he met her and the ideals of a judgemental society that kept him tied to her.
Then he stormed off and left her crouched on the hall floor, picking up the pieces.
It was late now; well past midnight, and she was weary. The kitchen, yet untouched, grew colder. Outside the autumn wind sent leaves scuttling across the windows and she shivered. The lighting was much too low for a room that size, and threw the corners into trembling, threatening shadows. She frightened herself with images of dark cowled figures lurking there. It was time for bed. She rose and switched off the light, not daring to look back into the darkness. The grand chandelier in the hall was restored to its former glory and its crystals cast diamond shapes on the floor beneath. Small replicas hung from the walls and it was these lighted the stairs. They would be left burning until Liam returned home if he returned.
The stained-glass window was cleaned, and she stopped at the gallery rail and looked at it. They had been in the house for over a month and she was still in awe of the scene it depicted. A young girl with flowing dark hair who held out her hands before her in what Cora imagined, was a vain attempt to ward off the great advancing beast.
“Poor child,” she whispered and brought her hand once again to her stomach, nauseous now from lack of food.
It was past eight when she woke the next morning. Liam’s side of the bed lay smooth and untouched. She groaned and rolled onto her side. It was another Saturday and at least there was no school run, and no hoards of workmen around the place. Running her fingers through her hair, she kicked off the covers and went to rise. A wave of nausea overwhelmed her, and she ran for the bathroom with a hand clasped over her mouth. There was little in her stomach, and her body shook as she retched. Her quivering fingers sought out the washbasin, and she managed to locate a face towel. She wiped the bile from her lips and sat shivering on the bare floor.
“Oh no,” she sobbed. “He’ll kill me.”
“Who’ll kill you, Mam?” Laura stood in the doorway.
Cora eased her way up and held onto the washbasin for support.
“It’s nothing. I am just being silly. I’ve been sick on the new paintwork.”
“He can’t kill you for that.”
“No, I told you I was being silly.”
They walked back into the bedroom and climbed into bed. Cora was still shaking from the shock and glad of the warmth of her daughter’s body. The girls were going to a birthday party this afternoon, so she could rest then. Although she hadn’t had a period in over five months, she assumed herself her swollen stomach was because of her strict diet or fluid retention and the slight fluttering within, nerves Anyway, she was probably blowing it all out of proportion. It was a bug of some sort. It had to be.
The house was quiet when she returned from dropping the girls off. Liam had obviously gone on one of his binges, so it could be days before he returned home. She secretly enjoyed these times. When he was away, they had more fun, more freedom and she did not feel as uptight. Her thoughts strayed to the paper bag in her purse.
The white plastic cylinder of the pregnancy test lay on the sink top. She stood and walked to the basin but avoided looking down in case the blue line showed. Was it just the light she wondered, as she studied her reflection in the mirror; made her look old and the circles under her eyes so dark? She glanced down towards the test kit. The blue line showed clear against the white background. The realisation made her stomach turn, and she had to take deep breaths to still the nausea. Beyond tears, she dumped the cylinder in the waste bin and staggered towards the bedroom. She felt trapped, and pulled at the neck of her jumper, gasping for air. She had to get out.
It had grown colder. A biting wind hurried clouds, swollen with the promise of rain, across a darkening sky. The garden lay grey and wind-swept before her. This was the first time she had walked there. The plot of land on either side of the house was huge, but it was impossible to judge the size of the back garden, even from the upstairs windows. It was so overgrown, and, in a way, she was glad of this. At least Liam had not infected it with any of his ideas. Large thorn bushes blocked her way and she tugged the branches aside, pricking and scratching her hands in the process. Some caught in her hair, and she pulled them free uncaring of the tufts left behind in the struggle. She made her way towards the trees at the end of the garden. Something told her she would be safe there, and free from prying eyes. Once through the tangle of branches she found herself in a clearing. The grass was waist high, but there was a small, uneven footpath, so she picked her way along the large stones. She was sweating, despite the cold and her heart thudded painfully. She felt hunted and glanced over her shoulder to make sure no one was following.
The land continued onwards for she guessed about four acres. Her legs shook and a couple of times she thought she would collapse. Now, on the border of the garden and the wood, she stopped and rested her forehead against a stout tree trunk.
“Oh, thank you,” she whispered to the wood, glad of its firmness in a day that was fast becoming surreal.
There was no sound other than the sighing of the breeze. Deep shadows cloaked the woods, and she knew it would be foolish to venture further. The light was fading, but she felt safe here hidden by the trees. Her thoughts were interrupted as a light was switched on upstairs in the house. Its beam cut a pathway through the gloom, and she knew Liam was home.
“What will I do?” she asked.
She looked around, searching for the answer on the darkening air. Sentinel spirits, who had watched throughout time, heard her anguished question and whispered to one another. The wind suddenly whipped up again and skimmed across the grass parting it before her. It was then she noticed the top of the tombstone. The wind blew stronger catching at her clothes and pushing her towards it. The stone, what she could see of it, was blackened and scarred. The writing if there was an inscription, was hidden. Her movements were dreamlike as she knelt and pulled aside centuries of leaf mould. There was something carved there, but it was faded and hard to read in the dim light. She used a twig to poke away old spider cocoons and bits of dried mud. When the carvings were clear, she traced her fingers across each letter and spelled out the words. “Annie Ryan aged 17. Dora Ryan aged 6. September 1653. In restless sleep.
“So young,” Cora whispered
She glanced across the garden towards the house where Liam would be waiting, and her hand went instantly to her stomach.
“What’s this?” Liam held the test tube in front of her.
It was so close she smelt the chemicals and urine inside it. Her stomach lurched, her throat contracted, as she answered.
“I had to do a pregnancy test.”
“Why?”
“I’m pregnant.”
“How the fuck can you be pregnant?”
She did not bother to answer.
“I mean, when?” He dropped the tube into the bin and ran his hands through his hair.
“About five months, I think.”
“Really, he smirked, “And how drunk was I at the time?”
“Please, Liam,” she tried to put her arms around him, but he pushed her away.
“Get rid of it.”
“What?”
“You heard me. Get rid of it.”
“This is a child, your child.”
“I don’t care. I told you I didn’t want any more children.”
“It might be a boy,” she pleaded.
“It might also be a girl. I do not really care what it is. Get rid of it.”
“No, it’s a sin. I won’t do it”
She tried to run, but he caught her hair and dragged her back.
“You had better do as I say or God himself won’t save you.”
“I won’t kill my child,” she stabbed at his hand and felt her nails slice into his skin.
“Bitch,” he roared, lunging at her.
She stumbled, but managed to keep upright and then she ran, down the stairs out the main door and back through the thicket of branches, uncaring of the thorns reefing her face. The trees in the wood seemed to be spreading their branches wider, willing her to come to them. She stopped when she reached them and hid. So far there was no sign of Liam. Her face stung and she winched when she felt the puckered skin. She knew she had no choice but to return to the house. The girls were being brought home by their friend’s mother, and she would have to be there to shield them from their father’s temper. Still, there was plenty of time, so she walked a little further. She had not intended to return to the tombstone, but now she was beside it. Her heart ached when she remembered the ages of the girls’ buried there, and she sank to the ground.
“What will I do,” she whispered. “He wants me to kill my child.”
She thought of her aged parents and decided against troubling them. There was no one else. Though she had always been frightened of Liam, that fear was tangible. This new terror took her breath away.
“But I won’t do it. No matter what he says or does. I won’t let anything happen to this child.”
The tears that were threatening spilled over, and she laid her head against the tombstone.
“I’m frightened,” she sobbed. “God help me, I’m so frightened.”
The loud laughter of children drifted towards her on the quiet air and she knew her daughters had returned. Wiping the tears from her face, she forced a smile and walked back to the house. This time she was ready to do battle.
The children were full of stories about the party. They were over stimulated, and it was difficult to get them to settle that night. Even Laura, who was caught up with news of her friends, failed to notice her mother’s pale, tear-streaked face. Cora was glad when they finally drifted off to sleep. Liam locked himself in the study and she was spared his anger for now. She showered and got ready for bed. With a little luck he would sleep elsewhere. The moon was shining bright enough to light the room, so she left the curtains open. She lay huddled beneath the covers and prayed harder than she had ever done. From far away she heard the creaking of floorboards and the heavy footfalls on the stairs.
Liam stood silhouetted in the doorway.
“I’ll be sleeping in the spare room from now on,” he said, then unsure if she was awake. “Did you hear me?”
“Yes.”
“Good and I meant what I said. Get rid of it.”
Cora started to cry once the door closed.
Liam pulled a duvet and pillows from the linen cupboard. He would have a makeshift bed that night but, in the morning, she could make up the room properly. He was sick of his wife, sick of her holier than thou attitude.
Later, when the night grew deeper and the things belonging to the dark were about, something stirred. Deep beneath the earth an ancient soul heard Cora’s tears for her unborn child and started digging its way towards the surface.
Marie Walters’ dropped the armful of envelopes onto her desk and shook her head at the flashing red light on the answering machine. Another Monday morning in the offices of O Brien and Costello, Solicitors, was about to begin. The light continued to blink, vying for her attention with the unopened post. She sighed and brushed a grey hair from her forehead. There were nine unanswered calls, and these were best dealt with first. She knew, even as she pressed the play button on the machine, what to expect. The weekend was a peculiarly violent one in the city, according to the news reports, and the clients of O Brien and Costello would have contributed to this in so many ways. The first caller was almost incoherent from either drink or drugs.
“I want to see. What his name?” he inquired from someone in the background, then. “Oh yeah, O Brien, that’s it. Hey, let go, I’m on the ‘fuckin’ phone.” His companion giggled. “Fuck it, I’ll ring on Monday.”
Marie heard him struggle to replace the receiver. She deleted the call and pressed for the next. One by one the scum of the city managed to leave their name and ask for an appointment or hung up in confusion. The list of calls she had to return made her stomach turn. The names were always the same and every one of them was filth, human garbage that stalked the city by night, preying on the unwary, the old and the innocent. She looked up as the door to the outer office opened and Rachael; the junior secretary came in.
“Morning, Marie,” she hung her jacket and came to peer over the older woman’s shoulder at the list of names. “Nothing new there.”
“No, dear, there never is.”
“Would you like me to ring them?”
“Would you mind? I have all this to sort,” Marie pointed to the post.
“No, of course not; I know how they bother you.”
“Thank you, dear.”
Marie turned to the pile of envelopes as Rachael began to dial the first number on the list. The envelopes were sorted by size. Legal briefs were in the large brown envelopes and the smaller assortment of multicoloured ones, most with the writing almost illegible and marked personal, would be from Mr. O Brien’s special clients. The women he had helped over the years, and who remained ever grateful.
“Well, get him for me,” Rachael rolled her eyes and pointed at the receiver in her hand.
Marie was glad she did not have that job. Most of the clients would be still drunk or badly hung over, and she hated the foul language of the wives or, as they were now known, partners, and the screaming of children in the background.
Her heart jumped as she picked up the next envelope. It was addressed to Gerald Costello. Although the nameplate on the door proclaimed this indeed was the office of O Brien and Costello, Gerald Costello had long ceased to be. Poor Gerald, she thought, as she put the envelope aside.
“Pack of bastards,” at the opposite desk Rachael slammed the phone down. “You know,” she turned to Marie. “I’m sick of this job. I have applied for others, but so far, no luck. You should leave too. No one has to put up with this.”
“Yes, dear,” Marie went back to reading the letter in her hand.
She knew Rachael was right, but she was too old to change. Turning sixty next birthday, hardly made her a good, long term prospect as secretary. Her boss, Liam O Brien, reminded her of this on many occasions. And as far as Rachael was concerned, well, the poor girl was unlikely to be head hunted. She was employed to boost the boss’s ego, and while the never-ending, mini-skirted legs and large breasts made her a showpiece; she was not office material. Oh, she could make coffee and answer phones, but when it came to the legal work, she was lost. Still, she was not a bad girl, Marie thought, and her heart is in the right place.
Morning, ladies,” Liam O Brien swept through the door and snatched the bundle of post Marie held out to him.
“Morning,” Rachael sang, as she rose to plug in the kettle for his coffee.
Marie took the appointment book from the desk and followed him into his office. She read aloud the list of names and times, as he scanned the post. He deposited a handful of the more colourful envelopes into his briefcase before turning to her.
What time is my first appointment?”
“Ten-o-clock.”
“O.k. leave me alone until then,” he waved her away. “And see that I’m not disturbed.”
“Fine.”
“Oh, Marie.”
“Yes, Sir.”
“You’re looking the worse for wear, heavy weekend?”
“No, not really.”
“Just old age, eh?” He winked
She managed a tight smile.
“Yes, that’s probably it.”
Her hand shook as she turned the doorknob.
“You know something, Marie?”
She turned back.
“When you finally leave here, I’ll really miss the long, intimate conversations we have.”
“Yes, I imagine you will,” she slipped through the door and pulled it closed behind her.
“You, o.k.?” Rachael asked.
“Fine,” Marie tried to control the trembling in her hands.
“Did he have a go at you again?”
“No, really, I’m fine.”
“I’ll make you some tea.”
Soon a steaming mug was placed in front her. She sipped and grimaced. It was much too sweet, and she was about to remark to this, when she noticed the concern in the girl’s eyes. Ah, yes, sweet tea was good for shock, and she was shocked. She sipped again and wrapped her hands around the cup. The warmth renewed her, and she blotted out the sound of the ringing phone and the voice from the other desk. It was wonderful when Gerald was alive. Her old boss knew how to treat his staff and she had worked for him for over ten years, almost from the start of his career. A lovely man, she was guest of honour at his wedding and been there through the celebrations at the birth of his two sons. Having never married, she regarded him as a son of sorts. Where had it all gone wrong? She looked towards the door to the other office. When Liam O Brien came on the scene, that is when. He was at law school with Gerald and managed to worm his way into a partnership. A rude, inept man, who she had heard, managed to blunder his way through school by a series of staged mishaps and blackmail. Well, what he lacked in brains, he made up for in cunning. He amassed his list of clients through the legal aid system. People, some real, some fabricated and not only the human vermin, but also those who were unable to pay, passed through his hands every day. The good, the innocent, fared far worse than the bad, as he feared those who could hurt him. So the man, who for the first time committed an offence or was entirely without blame, was likely to receive six months in prison, while one of the regulars, who beat and robbed an elderly person, walked from the courtroom with six months probation.
She should leave. She knew she should, but then what; endless days of nothing, but waiting for death? There were no relatives to speak of, just a distant cousin who knew nothing of her existence and no friends. She knew having devoted most of her life to her work and possessing no outside interests, other than her small garden flat, made her appear standoffish. Her thoughts were interrupted by a thud on her desk. She looked up into the wicked eyes she had ever seen.
“He in?” the man rested his tattooed knuckles on her desk and gestured with his head towards O Brien’s door.
Marie’s stomach lurched at the smell of stale beer from his breath.
“I don’t believe you have an appointment, Mr. O Reilly.”
She knew all the clients by sight, but O Reilly was the worst of all. The terror of everyone in the housing estate where he lived, he was known for picking fights. Every woman with a husband or son dreaded him.
“I don’t need a ‘fuckin’ appointment. He told me to call in when I was ‘passin’.”
He is busy at the moment. Would you like to wait?” She could see where a fresh cut had opened on the man’s forehead and the dried blood caked on his eyebrow.
“Fuck that,” he stormed towards the office door and threw it open.
“What the hell is going on?” Liam O Brien replaced the phone and spun in his chair to face the intruder.
“I’m sorry,” Marie gasped. “I tried to stop him.”
“Never mind,” Liam waved the man to a chair and to Marie. “Get out.”
She heard the brute snigger as she closed the door. “‘Fuckin’ stuck-up bitch.”
The rest of the day passed by as normal, with the usual batch of flotsam and jetsam gliding by her desk and she tried to block out their insults and form of greeting. By lunchtime, the office closed from one to two fifteen, both Rachael and Marie needed a break.
“I suppose it’s useless asking you to come to the pub?”
Marie always brought sandwiches and ate them in the small park across the street. Now, looking at her young colleague, she decided it was time for a change.
“Actually, my dear, I’d like a large, sweet sherry.”
“Whoa,” Rachael laughed, linking her arm through Marie’s. “You’re really letting your hair down.”
“You know, I think I am,” Marie thought of the grey tresses she wore in a tight bun. “I may even have it cut.”
She joined in Rachael’s laughter, as they strolled along the street.
Liam O Brien tapped his pen on the desk and stared into space. O Reilly just left with a handful of money he could ill afford, but the man was useful and expected payment for his services. That bloody house was proving to be expensive. If he had known how costly the repairs were going to be, he would not have wasted so much time in conning the old woman out of it. The idea of living in a mansion seemed a dream, but it was bleeding him dry over the past month. Everything from the electrics to the plumbing needed to be replaced. Many of the windows were beyond repair and it had taken a specialised order to replace them. Still, he thought of the fine Italian marble floor he had put in the hall; it was coming along nicely. If only he could complete it without bankrupting himself.
Marie was relishing her first pub lunch. She watched the assortment of people before her as she ate. She often wondered; when she passed by these places, what the cliental was like. Who were these people who delved daily into the dark recesses of the foul-smelling pubs? She found to her delight; they were not so alien, just ordinary workers. From the men in their business suits to the multicoloured women who ate soup and crunched on toasted sandwiches, and the rather dapper gent who’d raised his hat to her as she entered, they were all, well…rather normal. She felt quite the voyeur, as she sipped her second sherry.
“There’s something I’ve always wanted to ask you.” Rachael said.
“Yes?”
“It’s about the name of the company. Who is, or was, Mr. Costello?”
“Ah, yes, dear Gerald. He was such a nice man.”
“What happened to him?”
Marie studied her for a moment torn by indecision then, brushing an invisible crumb from her jacket, murmured. “It was a long time ago.”
“Tell me,” Rachael pleaded.
“Very well, but I expect you to keep it to yourself.”
“Cross my heart,” she made a sign across her breast.
“Gerald started the company. O Brien did not come on the scene until ten years later, but when he did things started to go downhill. He was not happy with land deals and the like. He wanted money and he wanted it quickly. It was he who started the criminal cases. Gerald disagreed and there were a couple of shouting matches in the office. Well, one-night O Brien asked him to his house for dinner. I heard all this through the intercom. It seemed from the way O Brien spoke, an attempt at compromise.”
Rachael nodded.
“So, to make a long story short, Gerald’s car was found the next morning. It crashed into a tree. Gerald was found unconscious at the wheel and stinking, so I am told, of alcohol. There was worse to come. He was taken to hospital and treated for minor wounds, but when the men arrived from the garage to tow away the car, they found the body of a young boy pinned beneath it.”
“Oh, my God,” Rachael gasped.
“Yes, and of course the newspapers had a field day. Prominent local solicitor put on trial for murder. You can imagine. In the end he was found guilty of manslaughter. Though he professed his innocence, he was sentenced to seven years in prison. I used to visit him, but he was no longer the Gerald I had known. He was broken in body and mind. His face etched with scars from the beating he received from fellow inmates, who despised the law. It was at this time he learned of his wife’s affair. That was the final straw; they found him hanging in his cell.”
“How awful, who was she having the affair with? Was it someone he knew?”
Marie looked at her, not bothering to answer.
“You don’t mean…?” Rachael looked at her wide-eyed. “Not…”
“Yes, me dear, I’m afraid so.”
“The rotten bastard.”
That is the title I have so often given him and it is one I use to excuse his numerous character flaws. Liam O Brien is probably descended from a long line of bastards.”
“It’s so sad,” Rachael’s eyes misted over.
“The saddest part of all was that no one would listen to me when I tried to tell them,” Marie adjusted her neck scarf and fiddled with the contents of her handbag.
“Tell them what?”
“About Gerald, of course, he never touched alcohol.”
Her body continued to burn throughout the day. The sight of her smouldering corpse met Meg and Pat when they rode into the village that evening, and it was one, they would never forget. Annie’s blackened figure hung amid the embers of the fire. The spear held it in place.
The children were asleep in the back of the cart and spared the terrible sight, but Meg and Pat were inconsolable. A shadowy figure moved from the shelter of the mill and stumbled towards them.
“I threw the spear,” the young guard sobbed.
“You…” Pat cried, catching him by the throat.
“I had to; she was cursed to feel each flame.”
Pat looked at him uncomprehending, and it was only when Meg pulled at his arm, he released the boy.
“Let him be, Pat. He put her out of her agony.”
The boy coughed, rubbing at his bruised throat.
“I worked all day putting the fire out.”
“Where is he,” Pat asked. “This man, Tanas?”
“He disappeared before she died.”
“And the O Brien’s and the rest of the village?”
“They fled in terror.”
“They will have more to fear than the Devil when I find them.”
The sound of Meg retching made them run to her aid. She could no longer bear the sight of the burnt corpse, or the smell of cooked meat pervading the air.
“Take us home,” she beseeched Pat. “Take us to Annie’s cottage.”
“She will need a Christian burial.”
“You can come back when the cart’s unloaded and bring her home. The embers are still too hot and there is no hurry now. Just take us away.”
She had to be lifted onto the cart. The very life seemed to have drained from her, and she sat in a stupor for the rest of their journey.
The cottage looked dark and deserted. A melancholic breeze sighed among the trees. Even the little pool beside the cottage was covered with green slime. Nature itself mourned the passing of one so good.
The sleeping children were carried inside and put to bed. Meg took some wood from the stack beside the hearth and lit a fire. Even its comforting light did nothing to dispel the gloom. Pat brought water from the well, filled the kettle and swung the arm over the fire.
“I will make you some tea.”
Meg slumped into a chair and watched the leaping flames. Pat realised, for the first time, how old and frail she really was. They sat in silence until steam hissed from the spout, and the water threatened to boil over.
“My God, my God, why hath thou forsaken me?”
The hair on Pat’s neck rose at her whispered question, and he gulped back the tears. This was his fault; he knew something was brewing.
“You are not to blame.”
Her words startled him.
“Sit down,” she pointed to the chair opposite hers.
Pat handed her the tea and sat down. He was glad of the solidness of the wood beneath him. It was the only thing that seemed real. He held the cup with both hands to bring it to his lips, and he noticed how Meg’s hand trembled also.
“This is not a time for blame,” her eyes seemed to bore into him. “Nor a time for revenge.”
“I do not understand. What happened?”
“Annie, Lord rest her soul,” Meg continued, then stopped suddenly as the sound of the familiar name pierced her heart. She allowed the cup to slide from her grasp and it shattered on the stone floor.
Pat could do nothing to help. The tears that were threatening spilled over, and he was forced to hold a hand over his mouth, least the sound of his anguish wake the children.
“Come now,” Meg managed to rouse herself. “There is much to be done and plenty of time for grieving in the months ahead.”
Pat wiped the tears from his face.
“Take your cart to the store and unload it, then bring Annie and Dora home.”
“Dora?”
“Dora is dead. I felt her spark die before Annie’s.”
She rose and motioned him to do the same. He was afraid to leave her alone and told her so, but she knew the danger was past. The Dark One was vanquished. There was nothing left for him there.
The young guard was keeping watch over Annie’s body, and it was with his help, Pat managed to take her down. She felt warm to touch, and he moaned when he realised the pieces of ash falling from her was skin. They placed her in a blanket and loaded her onto the cart. Still the village lay in silence. No dogs barked; no lights showed in any of the windows.
“There was a child, a little girl…”
“They buried her outside the chapel wall,” the guard told him. “I can show you where.”
Pat led the horse along the village street. The sound of its hoofs shattered the quiet. Clip—clop, they rang through the silent night.
It was easy to find the small, unmarked grave. Burial outside the chapel walls was a fate reserved only for suicides, witches, and stillborn babies. The guard went inside and returned with two spades, the property of the gravediggers. Dora was not buried very deep, and the earth was dry and easy to dig. She was wrapped only in a blanket. Pat threw this aside and cried out when he saw the condition of her body. The stench made him draw back and he gagged at the raw, rotten smell of her decay. When he lifted her from the dank earth, her hair that was hiding her face, fell back, the moon lighted upon her, and he gasped at the beauty and serenity of her features. Despite the marks on her body, death left no sign of suffering.
The young guard, who introduced himself as Tom O Shea, offered to make the coffins and help with the grave digging. Pat accepted with a nod, and Tom climbed up onto the seat beside him. Meg came out to meet the cart. Pat stopped her from pulling back the blankets shrouding Annie and Dora.
“It is best to remember them as they were.”
They spent the rest of the night in the woodshed fashioning makeshift coffins from pieces of timber.
At dawn they buried Annie and Dora side by side, in the farthest corner of the property. A light rain fell as Pat and Tom filled the hole. A wind blew up, and it seemed as though the trees were bowing over the grave; paying homage to one who was a part of the forest.
“Should they be in consecrated ground?” Pat looked at the mound.
“Anywhere she lies is blessed,” Meg wiped her tears and turned to go. “The children will be awake soon and there is a lot of explaining to do.”
It was a solemn procession that walked back to the cottage that morning.
Meg, Pat, and the children stayed on at Annie’s cottage. More rooms were added to make way for the growing children. Pat’s business prospered, though it was whispered he was never the same after Annie died. Meg did her best at being mother to Rose, Paul, and Lily, but the loss of her loved ones took their toll. She spent hours beside the grave each day talking and whispering about old times. Flowers grew in abundance and covered the mound watered by Meg and Pat’s tears.
Slowly the seasons passed, and it was soon winter again. The sky was dark with the promise of snow when Meg set off to collect kindling from within the forest. There was no need for her to do this, as Pat had a woman come in and help with the housework, but it kept her busy and her mind from tormented thoughts. It was reported Mary O Brien was dying. Some said it was from a broken heart, but Meg knew it was from vexation.
The holly bushes were heavy with berries, a sure sign of a hard winter. Lord, I am tired Meg thought, as she stooped to pick up a stick. A cold wind stirred the trees above her, and she gathered her shawl tighter and was about to turn for home, when she heard it, a long, mournful cry that froze her blood. Meg listened as its volume increases and tore at her heart.
She allowed the sticks to fall, as she followed the sound. It took her way beyond the forest and into the village. Every window and door were locked, as the villagers tried to escape the cry. Her search took her to the O Brien’s house, where Hugh’s ashen face appeared at the window. Annie stood in the garden; Annie as beautiful as she had once been. The wind whipped her hair around her and carried her cries with it. Those who heard it would describe it as a keening, a ghostly lament for the dead.
Annie, Annie child,” Meg leant on the gatepost, her eyes blinded by tears.
“Do not come near me, Meg,” Annie sobbed, her cries rising and falling. “I am cursed to walk the earth until the end of his line.”
“I will find a way to help you, child,” Meg walked towards her. “Let me take you in my arms.”
“You cannot, Meg. You will die. I am death to all who touch me.” Annie floated towards the house and sat upon the windowsill.
Her crying continued unabated until dawn. Meg sat on the steps to the house praying and never taking her eyes from Annie’s face. The sounds she made were frightening, and Meg prayed, asking God for some relief for the child. Snow began to fall at first light. Soft flakes at first, but it soon came faster swirling about the village, covering everything.
“I have to go,” Annie called to Meg. “She is dead.”
“Where will you go?”
Annie’s eyes opened wide in terror. “I belong to the night. I lie shrouded in darkness. Help me, Meg.”
Sheets of snow blinded Meg, as she fought her way towards where Annie sat. But she was gone, fading into the air. The last thing Meg heard was her crying. “It is not fair; I am so frightened. Help me, Meg.”
Meg groaned and rubbed at her aching back. The two nights they spent within the forest were cold and her old bones ached from sleeping on the hard grass floor. The weather stayed fine, but the early morning frost froze them to the marrow. Their only shelter was a crude canopy of leaves and fallen branches that did little to protect them from the cold. The children, as in all times, adjusted well, though Rose was quieter than normal. Her mind was filled with worry about her sisters. Meg tried to assure her they would be all right, but the words were stilted. For she heard a death cry carried on the breeze, its sound clear as solemn church bells, tolling through the quiet of the night.
Meg picked the last of the autumn berries from the bushes. These would have to do for the children’s breakfast. The food she packed was soon eaten and they had to resort to what they could forage from the forest. The children slept on and she was loath to wake them, but the sun would soon be up, and the open road called to her. The sooner they found Pat, the sooner they could rescue Annie. She would not think about the cries she heard. There could be many explanations for the sound, but still…
The children woke shivering, and the handful of berries they received did little to lift their mood. Soon they were on their way. As always, they kept within the forest. By now they were clear of the village and the rumoured roadblocks proved to be just that. No one tried to stop them, and the road remained bare with no sign of passing traffic.
Meg felt weary. The last few days were the hardest she had ever known. But it was not just the tiredness of old age that bothered her, but the weariness in both heart and soul. She felt the evil all around her. The air felt cloying, and at times, it seemed as though she was walking through a thick fog. The Dark One was working his evil, trying to delay her.
The forest was dark, despite the many fallen leaves. The bare branches seemed like skeleton arms that might reach down at any moment and pluck her from the earth. Shadows darted among the trees and strange creatures seemed to keep pace with them as they walked. There were indistinct cries and growls from far away, and she blessed herself and mumbled a prayer for protection.
They walked until the sun was well up, and now the children were tired. The bank of a stream proved an ideal resting place, and Meg dipped her handkerchief in the water and rubbed the stains of the blackberries from the children’s faces. She eased her way down onto a rock and watched as they played. They would soon be complaining of hunger. The air was much fresher here and the birdsong relaxed her. Her mind filled with thoughts of Annie and Dora and she swallowed hard, fighting back tears.
Sudden squeals and shouts from the children roused her. Paul was swaggering towards her with the body of a rabbit held aloft. He, like many of his kind, was a skilled hunter. His snare worked within minutes, and he beamed with pride at the look of relief on Meg’s face.
He cleaned and skinned the rabbit, while Meg lit a fire. Soon the smell of roasting meat made their stomachs rumble, as Meg turned the makeshift spit. Each thought the meal of roasted rabbit and water from the stream was the best they had ever had.
It was a much livelier group that set off that morning. The feeling of oppression lifted, and even Meg’s back did not ache as much. Rose and Paul carried the magpie, that cawed in annoyance, when they swung the basket. The sun, though watery, warmed them and their clothes soon lost their dampness. The meal they had just eaten would keep them going for most of the day. Meg would not have to worry until nightfall.
“Meg help me” the sobbing seemed to come from all around her. She spun, trying to find the source. The forest lay in stillness, and she held her breath. Her heart pounded against her breast when she heard the menacing laughter and Annie’s screams. “Oh God help me, Meg. I am in agony.”
Meg stumbled to a tree trunk. The very breath was taken from her body. Annie was in terrible pain. Dear lord, Meg prayed, take me, leave the child be. There was no answer, just the sighing of the leaves.
“Meg,” Paul came crashing through the undergrowth. “Come quickly. There is a cart coming.”
The children were hiding behind the trees, watching as the cart and driver approached. The wheels thundered on the rough track, as the driver whipped his horses onwards. It was almost upon them when…
“Pat, it is Pat,” Rose ran from her hiding place and waved her arms at the approaching vehicle.
The horses whinnied and snorted, as he pulled tight on the reins. Clouds of dust rose into the air, driven there by the skidding hoofs. Pat’s look of surprise on seeing Rose was soon replaced by fear, as Meg came walking towards him. Without waiting for an explanation, he lifted the children onto the back of the cart and helped Meg to climb up beside him. He flicked at the reins, and they set off. Meg whispered to him, as they rode, not wanting the children to hear. His eyes opened wide in alarm at her news.
“I knew something was wrong,” he whispered, shaking his head, and spurring the horses onwards. “I will kill those O Brien’s. So, help me.”
“They are in the grip of The Dark One.”
“What do you mean?”
“The very Devil himself is among us,” Meg crossed herself. “He has taken the form of a man.”
Pat’s head was reeling. It had to be that Tanas fellow. He was the only stranger in the district.
“We will save them, Meg,” Pat’s strong hand closed over Meg’s own and she held on tight, drawing strength from his touch.
“I pray to God we can. That we are not too late.”
Annie was forced up from the straw. She cried aloud as a dress was pulled over her head and scraped over the scars on her back. Her toes dragged along the stone floor, as they half-carried her. Some of the cuts opened from the rough handling, and she left small drops of blood in her wake. The jailors jeered at her shorn head.
A wave of noise erupted, as she was taken from the mill. Her death was to be a great occasion. The sunlight stung her eyes, as she had become used to the dark, and the many figures before her seemed faceless. Some laughed and pointed. Children ran towards her, wanting to touch the witch. Annie kept her head bowed and allowed her eyes to adjust.
The first thing she saw was the wood. For a moment she thought she was at the steps of the gallows, but when she allowed her eyes to travel upwards, she saw this was not the case. A stout pole stood in the centre of a woodpile. The villagers were still adding to it. The procession stopped, and she looked around at the people who gathered. Many of them were old friends of her family, and she tried to make eye contact.
“Well, Mistress Ryan,” The Dark One walked towards her. “It is time to pay for your sins.”
“I am innocent,” Annie cried, and this drew mumblings from the crowd.
“You are the leader of the witches and you must pay,” he snarled, and leaning closer whispered. “Unless you have changed your mind?”
Annie shook her head.
“Take her up.”
Annie was forced towards a ladder on the side of the pile. She stumbled on the rungs and was carried up by one of the guards. They tied her to the stake and wound strong chains around her body. Her hands were tied behind her back, so she was forced to look at the crowd. A shout of “silence” rang out and an uneasy hush fell. Then, The Dark One spoke.
“A witch with power as strong as Mistress Ryan must be burned; the fire will nullify all her evil.”
“No,” Annie strained against her bonds. “I am not a witch. Help me.” She looked at Mary and Hugh who stood at the end of the woodpile. “Mary, for the love of God, tell them I am innocent.”
Mary shrugged and Hugh smiled and winked at her.
“Bastards,” she screamed. “It is you who should be in my place.”
“Enough witch,” The Dark One motioned to the guards.
There were four men in all, and each held a torch of blazing pitch. At his signal, they threw the torches into the piles of branches and shrubs between the timbers. The dry kindling caught fire instantly. Flames crackled and leapt to other branches.
“There is plenty of green wood beneath,” Annie heard Hugh’s voice above the noise.
She knew the green wood was damp and would take longer to burn. She would suffocate. Amid the haze of acrid smoke, The Dark One appeared. He seemed to be hovering above the ground. The crowd drew back, some crying, others screaming in fear.
“I will ask you once more. Denounce your God. Give me your power.”
“Never,” Annie managed to croak.
“Then I curse you,” his voice sounded like thunder. “You will die, but you will never know rest until the last male in his line is gone,” he pointed towards Hugh.
The flames were licking about her toes and she tried to draw up her feet as he continued.
“You will feel each flame. You’ will not die until the fire reaches your heart.”
“If that be the case,” she gasped, the smoke stung her throat. “My voice will be the last one the O Brien’s ever hear. I swear this by all that is holy.”
Most of the crowd ran away. But the O Brien’s and the guards all heard her words. Mary was carried away in a faint. Not only had Annie’s curse upset her, but also the sight of her intended husband levitating above the ground before disappearing was too much.
She was not there to hear Annie’s screams as the ends of her dress caught fire and the flames scored her skin. Neither did she witness how the flesh on her feet turned black, as the toes curled upwards.
“Help me Meg,” Annie cried. “I am in agony.”
Even the guards took flight at this, and she was left alone to burn in the still morning air. She screamed and writhed against the chains. The flesh on her legs melted exposing the bones and sinews. The flames continued upwards leaping towards her face.
“Oh, Jesus, Miss.”
Annie saw a shadowy figure running below her.
“I will get water,” the young guard shouted, and in seconds the flames hissed, as he threw water on them.
. The fire burned fiercely.
“Let me be,” she screamed. “I am destroyed.”
He continued to throw buckets full of water towards her. The flames died in places, and she was able to see him.
“Look, look at me.”
He stopped and looked up at her. His face was blackened from the smoke, and there were tracks where his tears flowed. He saw the flesh was burnt beyond repair. Blood and fat dripped from her fingers.
“The Dark One cursed me. I am to feel each pain.”
He shook his head before running away. Annie moaned and arched her back, as the flames reached her thighs.
“Close your eyes Miss,” she heard him call. “It is all I can do.”
His aim was true, and the spear pierced Annie’s heart. She gasped, and her eyes opened wide for a moment. Then she smiled at him, before her head fell forward.
A gale blew up during the night and sent leaves and dust swirling around Annie’s cell. She sat against the wall and listened to the voices carried on the wind. Her senses heightened; she heard the death cries of animals trapped within the forest. The beating of bats wings sounded like thunder. But the sound she reached out for most was beyond her. She could not find Dora. The darkness within the mill was absolute, broken only by the moon, as it sailed between wind-tossed clouds. There was scurrying in the straw, and she flicked her hand towards the movement. Coarse hair brushed against her skin, and she drew back in terror. Moonlight moved across the floor and she saw it was a rat. It was huge, almost the size of a full-grown cat, with black bristles standing upright on its back, teeth drawn back in a manic leer. It hissed and made ready for attack. It knew she was trapped.
She never took her eyes off its face as she stood up. If it should catch her throat, she knew she would never be able to remove it. She edged towards the corner of the cell, one hand in front of her face. It jumped, and she felt razor-shape teeth tear a chunk from her wrist. Screaming, she shook it off, and it thudded against the wall. It lay still and she inspected the bite. Blood gushed from the hole, and she tried to spit into the wound in the hope of clearing away any poisons left there, but it was useless. Her throat was too dry from terror. So, instead she held her hand down and allowed the blood to flow ever faster around the torn tissue. It ran between her fingers to drip into a small pool on the straw. So intent was she on tending to the wound, she had forgotten about the rat. It was now ready to resume the attack. Its tongue darted across its lips, tasting her blood. The moon moved behind a cloud and the cell was thrust into darkness. Annie felt sick from fear as she tried to trace the rats’ movement. But it was well used to hunting and moved noiselessly among the straw. The only sign of its presence was the light thrown by the redness of its eyes. At times it blinked and was lost from sight. Annie froze, waiting for it to pounce. The wound in her wrist burned, and waves of pain shot down her fingers.
Dora, her sister flashed into her mind. If something as large as this should attack so small a child! The rat inched towards her and snatched at her ankle. Once again, she felt the teeth tear flesh from her bones, and she screamed and kicked out at the dark shape. Her fear was being replaced by anger. She would not allow the creature to hurt her again. Moonlight flooded the cell and she saw to her horror; the rat was gnawing on a piece of her flesh.
“Devil,” she spat, at the hunched shape. “Fiend from hell.”
The rat, intent on its feasting, looked up at her and drew back its lips. For a moment it looked as though it was laughing at her.
“Die,” Annie whispered, imagining she was inside its body, tearing and ripping at its tissues.
The rat hissed and drew back. Annie’s hands moved faster, clawing at the air. The rat spun and withered on the floor. Blood dripped from between its clenched teeth and ran from its nose. It squealed just once as Annie envisioned her fingers wrapping around its heart and squeezing. She held on tight until all movement ceased, and the body stiffened in death. This threat was over for now.
She spent the rest of the night huddled in a corner of the cell and as far away from the body as possible. This was the first time she had knowingly destroyed life, and the thought of what she did sickened her.
The night air chilled her to the marrow, and her breath rose in white clouds. Winter’s sting was upon the land, and there was nothing to stop it invading the cell. But this cold seemed like no other. She pulled some of the straw around her legs and over her lap, hoping to find some warmth, but there was none. From somewhere along the inky-black corridor she heard low, menacing laughter. Threatening shadows, making no sound, darted along the walls. Nameless things reached out sharp talons snarling hideously and she screamed, covering her face. All through the night this torture continued. The bitter-cold air hung with the stench of death, as vile creatures whispered in her ear, to heed The Master, to do his bidding and all would be well.
“No,” Annie moaned, at each whispered promise. “I cannot.”
As the voice faded away with an agonising cry, another replaced it. All of those within his power sought to please him and appease their own suffering. Annie prayed, begging God to help her. She plugged her ears with her fingers, but the voices still penetrated. Her stomach lurched from the smell, and she crawled onto her hands and knees, muscles contracting painfully as she retched into the straw.
“Have you suffered enough?”
Annie wiped the bile from her mouth with her long hair and looked towards the voice. The Dark One stood at the gate of the cell, but she was unable to see him for he blended so well with the night.
“Leave me in peace,” she croaked, her throat burning.
“I will give you peace, Annie. Just say the word.”
“No, never.”
“Very well,” she heard him move away. “But by morning you will bend to my will, if you remain sane enough to do so.”
The blood pounded in her ears, as she waited for what was to come next. Screams reverberated from within the mill. She ran to the bars of her prison and tried to locate the sound. There was movement along the corridor, a slow shuffling of feet dragging on the stone floor. She sniffed the air and her flesh crawled. It smelled of the tomb, of rotting, decomposing corpses. Icy fingers scored down her neck, as the lumbering figures came into view. The rotten remains of her mother and father walked towards her. She was unable to move; her hands had grown numb from gripping the bars, and she was frozen in place.
“Ma, Da, no,” she sobbed, as they advanced.
The shrouds she had so carefully sewn for them, draped from skeleton shoulders. What remained of their flesh was blackened and hung in strips from yellowing bones. Most of her mother’s hair was stripped from her scalp. The few remaining hairs hung in snakelike tendrils around her wizened face. Their shrivelled lips showed white teeth against the blackness of gums, and the sounds they made were of a tortured wailing. Clawed, leprous hands reached out to her, and she screamed in agony. Still she could not move. Not even when her mother pressed her face towards Annie’s, and she was forced to look into the black, worm infested cavernous sockets that once housed her eyes.
“Ma, no” Annie sobbed as the fear overwhelmed her. She never felt her muscles relax or the warmth of the urine running from between her legs. Mercifully, a curtain of darkness covered her vision and her mind, as she sank to the floor.
Watery sunlight flooded the cell, as Annie struggled into consciousness. Her sleep was undisturbed and despite the horrors of the night, her mind remained untouched. All that happened seemed just a bad dream. The body of the rat lay on its back, frozen claws reaching upwards. She shied back for a moment, and then anger replaced her fear, as the pain of her wounds stung.
“Get out,” she nudged the corpse with the toe of her shoe.
It rolled over on its side, and she shuddered at the dried blood on its face.
“Go on, get out,” she kicked it closer to the bars.
Footsteps thundered on the floor above, and she retreated to the back of the cell. The Dark One passed by without a backward glance.
“Bring her along.”
The cell door was thrown open and Annie recognised the man. He had been part of the group who had taken Stefan.
“I want no trouble from you,” he warned. “Come out.”
She smiled, as she walked towards him. He drew back uncertain, but mesmerised. He never saw the huge rat, and she moved so quickly, he was unable to stop her. She kicked at the body and he was hit full force in the face with it. The rats’ claws snagged on his tunic, and he screamed backing away, until he landed in a heap against the wall. He stared down at the blood-soaked body; its face drawn back in a grimace of death. His screams brought the others running, as he struggled to tear the rat away. The body thudded against the bars of the cell and he pointed a quivering towards it.
“She made that thing attack me,” he told the men. “It flew at me.”
They mumbled in astonishment not only at such evil, but also at the sheer size of the rat. Annie was dragged from the cell and propelled towards that accursed room. The Dark One was waiting.
“The night was a long one for you?”
She shrugged and sat in the chair he pointed at.
“Then you still refuse to obey me, after all you have seen?”
“My answer remains the same. I am a servant of God.”
“You will leave your parents in Hell rather then protect them?”
“My parents are not in Hell,” she shook from fear. “They were good while they lived. You have no power over them.”
“Oh, but I have, Annie. Every creature that walks on this earth has their failing. It is bred in flesh and bone. They are mine now, and they will suffer eternal torture until the end of time. Have you so little love for them you allow this to happen?”
“You lie. I know you lie.”
“Then, what did you see last night?” he hissed. “Does your God tell you that you dreamed it all? It could not have happened, and your parents are with him?”
She refused to answer.
“Very well,” he reached into his pocket, withdrew a scrap of material, and dropped it onto her lap.
She screamed and brushed it away. It was the same material she used for the shrouds.
“Tricks,” she screamed. “Vile tricks used to frighten the ignorant.”
“Tricks,” he snarled. “You accuse me of trickery. I who command legions?”
He clapped his hands and the door was thrown open. Dora was led into the room, but she was no longer in chains. The dress she wore was new, and she appeared well cared for.
“Annie,” she ran to her sister and climbed on her lap. “Look at my new dress.”
“It is very pretty,” Annie tried to smile. “Who gave it to you?”
“Jane made it for me, and she is going to make one for you too.”
“Where did you stay last night?”
“I stayed with Jane,” she reached up and stroked Annie’s face. “Are you coming home soon?”
“I do not know, my sweet,” Annie’s eyes filled with tears and Dora’s face grew serious.
“I thought everything was going to be all right, but it is not. Is it Annie?”
Annie could only shake her head.
“It is all right, Annie. I know.”
“What do you know, Dora?”
“That bad things have to happen.”
“Who told you this?”
“No one,” Dora whispered, clutching her stomach “I feel it, inside. You know?”
“Yes, dearest,” Annie felt tears trickle down her cheeks. “Yes, I know.”
The sisters clung together for a moment, Annie breathing in the smell of Dora’s hair.
“Well, this is all very touching,” The Dark One pulled Dora from Annie. “But it is time for your sister to be questioned by the elders.”
Strong arms lifted Annie from her chair and marched her towards the door.
“No,” she screamed. “She is just a child. Let her be.”
She twisted around trying to see her sister.
“Dora,” she called to her. “Tell them whatever they want to hear.”
“I am not afraid, Annie,” Dora’s voice reached her before the door slammed. “And you must not be either.”
Annie was dragged back to her cell. She screamed, she bit and kicked at her jailors, but it was of little use. They dumped her unceremoniously into the straw, and she lay there sobbing.
The hours dripped by, as she listened to every sound within the mill. Doors groaned open, timbers creaked, as they stretched and settled. Voices echoed along the corridor, and she strained to hear what they were saying. The only person she saw throughout the day was the jailor, who brought her food. This consisted of a stew of lentils and potato that made her stomach turn. She pushed it aside, and drank the tankard of water accompanying the meal. Despite her pleading with him for news of her sister he remained silent, and she was left to suffer.
Later that night she had a visitor, Mary O Brien. Annie stumbled to her feet when the woman appeared and rushed towards the bars.
“You have news of my family?”
Mary looked around her before answering.
“They are all dead. All except Dora and she has been accused of being in league with you.”
“No, this cannot be true. You are lying, you must be.”
“Well, if that is all the thanks, I get for putting myself out, I am sorry I bothered,” Mary sniffed and made a great show of pretending to leave.
“No wait,” Annie begged. “I do not mean to be so rude. Please tell me what you have heard.”
“Very well. But I warm you any more rudeness and I will leave.”
“Yes, of course, but you must understand how upset I am at the news.”
“Well, you only have yourself to blame. Goodness knows I have tried to help, and dearest Oliver has been doing what he can to assist you.”
“Yes, please,” Annie ignored the woman’s nonsense. “Tell me of my family.”
“Well, it seems they were trying to escape through the woods when the elders hunted them down. Dora was the only one who survived, and she is here with Jane Lynch awaiting sentence.”
“Sentence, but she is just a child!”
“Nevertheless, she has been found guilty and her punishment begins in the morning. Annie dear,” Mary’s tone softened. “Will you not repent and be done with this for all our sakes.”
“Yes,” Annie needed time to think. “Send him to me and I will repent.”
“Good girl. It makes sense to do so, but Annie. You will keep to your side of the bargain. Give me the lease to the cottage and land.”
“Yes, of course I will, as soon as I am free.”
“Oh, very well.”
The Dark One appeared within minutes of the woman leaving.
“I am told you want to repent?”
“Tell me the truth, are my family dead?”
“All, but the child, Dora and she is not long for this world.”
“I do not believe you. I would have felt their passing.”
“Even now you doubt my power,” he raised an eyebrow. “After all you have seen.”
“What will become of Dora?”
“She will be beaten like all witches’ children until she confesses you are a witch.”
Tears stung Annie’s eyes as she thought of her sister’s frail body.
“She will not survive the beating. She is too weak.”
“That is up to you. You know what you must do to save her. Sleep well,” he laughed before disappearing.
The waiting was the worst. Annie jumped at each sound, as the old mill creaked and groaned about her. Common sense told her it was the timbers settling and the scratching and tearing, nothing more than the clawing of mice or rats in the beams. The smell from the next cell made her feel sick. Stefan’s body fluids mixed with the damp straw, and to Annie’s heightened sense of smell, it was rancid. She could almost taste the sweet, coppery blood. It seemed to stick to the back of her throat, causing her to gag. Walking over to the gate of her cell, she pushed her face between two of the bars trying to gulp in the air streaming from the slatted windows. Beads of sweat formed on her forehead, as she prayed once again for the courage to bear what was about to happen.
There came the sound of footfalls from above, and she moved deeper into the cell, when she heard a door open and the steps upon the stone stair. Turning her face to the wall, she refused to look at her visitor, but sensed someone was standing, watching her.
“Annie, dear.”
She turned to see Mary O Brien.
“I have come to save your life, Annie.”
“Really?” Annie knew The Dark One had sent Mary.
“This is no time to be proud,” Mary’s smile tightened. “But, then, why should it surprise me. Your mother was the same. She could have married well you know?”
Annie did not answer, but this did nothing to stop Mary.
“But, no,” she sneered. “She had to marry for love. Love, I ask you,” the laugh sounded like a snort. “And to a lowly woodcutter. Well, see where it got her. She left three orphans, two of them in prison.”
“Two in prison?” Annie ran towards the bars. “What do you mean two in prison?”
“You have not heard? She raised an eyebrow in mock disbelief. “Oh, they brought your younger sister in this morning. Dora is it?”
“And the others?”
“I have no idea. They could be dead for all I know. Something of the kind was hinted at.”
“No,” Annie started to cry. “No, you are lying. You must be. I would have felt it if they were dead.”
“There you go with that silly talk again. Felt it, indeed. No good will come of it, mark my words.”
“Please listen to me,” she pushed her hand between the bars and held it out to Mary. “Cousin, help me.”
Mary ignored the proffered hand, but Annie saw she was prepared to listen.
“If you find out what happened to my sisters, I will give you my cottage and land.”
Mary looked around her, checking no one could hear, but there was no mistaking the spark of greed glistening in her eyes.
“I am sure I do not know what you are talking about.”
“Listen,” Annie grew more desperate. “The deed is hidden in the cottage. Do as I ask, and I will tell you where it is. You can keep it. I care for nothing other than news of my sister.”
“Very well,” Mary nodded. “I will see what I can find out, but not a word to anyone. I do not want to be seen helping a witch.”
“You know I am not a witch.”
“Oliver says you are and since your imprisonment and the deaths of the gypsies there have been no more cases of the fever.”
“But that is because the weather has grown colder. Please, Mary you must see reason.”
“I know only what my intended tells me, and I have no reason to doubt him.”
“Your intended?”
“Yes,” Mary smiled. “We are to be married as soon as all this unpleasantness is finished.”
Annie looked at her in wonder. Did she really believe the Devil would marry her?
“Do you not wish me luck, Annie?”
“Oh, yes indeed. I wish you all the luck you deserve.”
Mary was unsure if the words were barbed, so chose to ignore them. After all, the cottage and lands would fetch a good price. The money would come in handy and her new lifestyle might be expensive. Dear Oliver, was generosity itself, but she had to impress him with her independent spirit.
“I must go now,” she pulled her silk shawl tighter.
“You will do as you promised?”
“I will do my best, and I hope you will stick to your side of the bargain?”
“I promise. As soon as you bring me word of my sisters, Meg and the gypsy children I will tell you where the deed is.”
“Very well,” Mary turned, and as an afterthought… “I almost forgot my reason for calling on you.”
She made it sound as though this was a social call.
“I came to beg you to repent and admit to your sins. I have no grudge against you and wish you no harm.”
Annie knew this was untrue. Not only was Mary grievously vexed by Annie’s refusal to marry her son, but also because of her resemblance to her mother, Mary’s cousin. She always envied her looks and kind nature, and the simple happiness she found in her woodcutter husband and daughters.
“I am not a witch. I admit nothing.”
“Well, I did my best. I can only hope your suffering and the suffering of your sister will be swift.”
With these words she was gone, and Annie stayed staring at the spot she’d vacated. Dora, surely, they would not harm her. She was only six years old, almost a baby.
She heard the slam of the mill door overhead, and pictured Mary sweeping along the main street on her way to report to Him. The thought of her cousin in a wedding dress, with The Dark One by her side made Annie laugh, such a fitting bride for the Devil. She laughed louder, tears streaming down her face. But there was no merriment in the sound, and she collapsed on the straw still laughing hysterically.
Somehow, she managed to sleep. When she woke it was still daylight, but the shadows lengthened, and she judged it was well into the afternoon. Brushing the hair from her face and wiping at the dried spittle staining her mouth, she stood. She was covered in straw. It stuck to her skirt, worked its way into the cleft between her breasts and seemed to cling to every strand of her hair. She picked as much of it as she could from her clothes and shook it from her hair. So intent was she at her work she failed to notice Hugh was watching her.
“Good day, cousin,” he bowed. “I have been sent to fetch you.”
Annie backed away, but he threw open the gate and seized her arm.
“Come along now and none of your nonsense.”
He propelled her along the corridor and towards the dark door, and into the room that played such a part in her tortured imagination. There was a row of six chairs on one side of the room. The squire and five of the elders were all to sit in judgement of her. There were three large books spread open on a table and she saw to her dismay these were Meg’s books. Meg would never part with the books. She would guard them with her life. Did this mean…? No, she could not be dead.
“Gentlemen,” The Dark One addressed the assembled jury. “You see here before you the grimoires of this witch. Within the pages of each of these accursed books lie the Devil’s words. It was with these innocent looking books she,” he pointed at Annie. “Cast her spells and killed those you loved and held most dear.”
She turned towards the men and shook her head, her eyes pleading with them for understanding, but their faces seemed set in stone. The Dark One was still speaking. Picking passages from each of the books. Jumbling up the words and making them sound sinister and evil. The tirade continued for so long Annie lost track of time. The Dark One’s eyes blazed, as he hurled accusation after accusation at her. She never answered but shook her head in denial. He became angry at her refusal to speak and turning to the jury, cried. “Will not one of you good men question her?”
There was a shuffling of feet, heads were shaken, whispers passed between the men until finally, one of them stood.
“Well,” he cleared his throat. “Do you deny any involvement with these books?”
“No, Sir, I do not.”
“Then you admit to reading them; to have knowledge of their evil!”
“These books are used in healing and in the protection of the dark forces,” she explained. “There is nothing evil within any of the covers.”
“But,” the man spluttered. “We have heard the words for ourselves. They speak of spells and charms. Do you deny this?”
“I deny they are evil. The words were muddled up in the reading. It is he,” she nodded towards The Dark One. “Who tries to fool you.”
“And why should he do that? He has nothing to gain. There is no fee involved in his work.”
“He is the Devil and he works to empower himself.”
There were gasps and mumbled calls of blasphemy.
“I have no more questions,” the man turned away.
Once he resumed his seat, the jury whispered together. The squire looked up from time to time and smirked at her. The Dark One allowed them to confer for a while and then asked.
“What is your verdict, gentlemen?”
The squire answered for all. “Guilty of witchcraft.”
“Very well,” The Dark One smiled. “A wise decision. I will deal with her in the approved way from here on. You may go,” he waved towards the door.
They filed from their seats. One or two cast a furtive glance in her direction, but most avoided looking at her. Annie stared down at her lap, not wanting to meet their gaze. She listened to the shuffling of feet and the heavy thud of the door closing, until the silence came surging back and she was alone with The Dark One and Hugh.
“You have heard the verdict of your elders. They have found you guilty of witchcraft. What do you have to say?”
She looked up at him.
“Nothing I can say will make any difference. You have already decided my fate.”
“You know what you must do to save yourself,” He glared at her. “I have given you plenty of opportunity.”
Turning to Hugh she asked. “Do you really have any idea of what he wants?”
Hugh shrugged. “He wants what we all want, the end of the plague.”
“No, he does not. He wants my power. He wants …”
Before she could say any more The Dark One roared.
“Take no heed of her words. They are meant to enslave you to her will.” And taking Hugh by the arm he walked him towards the door, whispering. Hugh nodded, before turning to look back at Annie. She had never seen such a look before, but then, she’d never seen what lust looked like.
“Did you really think you could bring a mind as weak as that around to your way of thinking?” The Dark One sat opposite her and nodded towards the door.
“I was merely telling him the truth, but you know nothing of the truth.”
“Oh, my dear,” he laughed. “I know all about the truth. I just bend it to my will and make it much spicier.”
“What happens now?”
“That is up to you. You know what must be done. I give you one last chance. Give me your power.”
“No.”
“Not at any price?”
She shook her head.
“Very well. You care nothing for your own life, but I have something that might convince you to change your mind.”
He walked out of sight. Her heart pounded in her ears and looking down, she saw the front of her blouse moved in time to the beats. The door opened. She felt the cool air rush into the room dispelling the stifling heat. There came a shuffling of feet, the clanking of chains and a small cry of pain, as Dora was pushed towards her.
“Dora,” Annie tried to go to her, but he grabbed her from behind. His hands were like claws on her shoulders.
“Dora,” she cried, and the child who stood with her head bent looked up. Her hair hung in damp tendrils about her face, and there was dried blood at the corner of her mouth.
“Annie,” she shuffled forwards. Her legs and wrists were bound with chains, as the shackles were too big for her. “Annie, he hurt me,” she started to cry. “He hit me,”
“You fiend,” Annie struggled to get free, but it seemed impossible to move. Then, she heard Meg’s words. “You have the power of angels. Your power is equal to his. He is a fallen one, you are not.”
Annie tried to concentrate, tried to block out the cries of her sister, and called out with all her might. “Take your hands off me, Lucifer.”
The pressure lifted at once, as he was thrown from her, and she rushed to her sister’s aid.
“There, there, my precious,” she picked the child up and carried her to a chair. Brushing the sweat-soaked hair from off her face, she kissed the flushed cheeks. “I am here now. It is all right,” she tried to ease the chains over Dora’s wrists, but they were bound too tight. She forgot all about The Dark One until the child was yanked from her grasp.
“No,” she screamed, lurching at Dora, but he was too fast.
With a flick of his wrist he sent her propelling back into her chair and invisible hands held her there. “That was clever, witch,” he laughed, and hoisted the crying, struggling Dora under one arm. “But my power has grown over the centuries, your time has been short, and there is much to learn.
She screamed at him to let the child go and to her surprise he agreed. Dora was put back down. He stood her in front of him, one hand on her tiny shoulder.
“Will you let her die?”
Annie looked at the shaking child and shook her head.
“Then you will do as I ask?”
She never took her eyes of her sister. How could she give him her power? In order to save her sister, she would have to go against God. Please help me, she prayed, show me what to do.
“I keep telling you he is not listening. He seemed to lose all power of hearing at these times. If I correctly remember the last time, I witnessed so touching a scene I was in a garden with his son. His son, Annie, what are you to him?”
Dora stopped crying and was staring straight at Annie. Her face started to glow, the features changing until they became the face of a young boy. The voice coming from Dora’s mouth was ethereal. “All this will pass; Annie and you will walk in my divine light.”
The Dark One roared, twisting Dora round to face him, but her normal features returned. He screamed in anger and the same voice that spoke, answered his cry. “This was to be your punishment, Lucifer. You will never again look upon my face.”
In his anger he forgot about Annie and the child. Dora ran to her and Annie knelt on the floor holding her sister close and trying to block her ears from the curses and taunts he screamed at the heavens. Dora was shaking, and Annie rubbed her back trying to sooth her trembling. The child felt delicate as a bird, and she was aware of how easy it would be to hurt her.
“Where are the others,” she managed to whisper, before the child was pulled from her once again.
Dora shook her head in answer. The Dark One calmed down. Spittle dripped from his lips, but it was green in colour and burned his clothes as it splashed on his chest. Wiping the slime from his face with the back of his hand, he hissed at Annie.
“For this you will all die.”
No,” Annie begged. “Not my sister. She is innocent and no more than a baby. Have mercy.”
“Mercy,” he roared. “What mercy was shown to me?”
“I do not know.”
“Well, I know and you,” he spat. “One insignificant girl tries to stop me having my revenge. Guards,” he called. “Take this one away,” he pushed Dora towards the waiting men.
“Annie,” the child screamed and tried to wrestle free, but a resounding slap sent her spinning into the arms of the guards. Annie had to listen as her anguished cries echoed along the corridor.